1 00:00:05,920 --> 00:00:08,800 Engine roar 2 00:00:09,000 --> 00:00:17,000 ... 3 00:00:34,960 --> 00:00:38,360 Oppressive music 4 00:00:38,560 --> 00:00:46,560 ... 5 00:01:14,840 --> 00:01:16,280 -Are you feeling better? 6 00:01:19,360 --> 00:01:20,480 -Yes. 7 00:01:22,480 --> 00:01:24,960 A little messy, that's all. 8 00:01:25,280 --> 00:01:27,200 -Do you think you're pregnant? 9 00:01:28,480 --> 00:01:30,000 -I don't really know. 10 00:01:31,120 --> 00:01:33,720 I feel all kinds of things. 11 00:01:34,040 --> 00:01:36,200 And since I'm late... 12 00:01:38,280 --> 00:01:40,960 But if it happens, It has nothing to do with it. 13 00:01:44,440 --> 00:01:48,360 -And if you were expecting a child, Would that change anything? 14 00:01:57,640 --> 00:02:00,480 -It's very nice that you're taking me. 15 00:02:01,600 --> 00:02:02,920 -I wouldn't have missed it. 16 00:02:03,480 --> 00:02:04,720 Return to Deventer 17 00:02:05,040 --> 00:02:07,120 with you, in this old van. 18 00:02:11,760 --> 00:02:14,000 Oppressive music 19 00:02:14,200 --> 00:02:18,280 ... 20 00:02:18,480 --> 00:02:19,920 It was there. 21 00:02:20,680 --> 00:02:22,080 -Yes, right there. 22 00:02:22,560 --> 00:02:25,200 -Yes... The circus 23 00:02:25,520 --> 00:02:26,920 was there. 24 00:02:27,120 --> 00:02:29,080 I walked towards the river, 25 00:02:30,520 --> 00:02:31,680 and I saw you, 26 00:02:32,560 --> 00:02:34,280 on the shore. 27 00:02:34,600 --> 00:02:37,560 With Jaap. - With Mischa. 28 00:02:37,880 --> 00:02:39,160 -Mischa. It's true. 29 00:02:40,040 --> 00:02:42,480 You were standing very close to the edge. It was... 30 00:02:44,000 --> 00:02:45,200 It was weird. 31 00:02:46,160 --> 00:02:49,120 How old were you again? Do you remember that? 32 00:02:49,320 --> 00:02:51,000 -19 and a half years old. 33 00:02:52,280 --> 00:02:53,560 -Yes. 34 00:02:55,680 --> 00:02:58,600 You already had this intensity in the eye. 35 00:02:58,800 --> 00:03:02,600 This is the first thing that I noticed, this look. 36 00:03:02,800 --> 00:03:04,520 This greed. 37 00:03:04,840 --> 00:03:07,880 We could sense a sort of hunger there, 38 00:03:08,200 --> 00:03:10,280 excessive ambition. 39 00:03:11,680 --> 00:03:14,960 After making love, we were at the back 40 00:03:15,280 --> 00:03:18,640 and you asked me how you could become a member 41 00:03:18,960 --> 00:03:21,480 from my writers union. 42 00:03:21,680 --> 00:03:22,680 You added 43 00:03:23,000 --> 00:03:25,280 that you were going to write the greatest novel 44 00:03:25,600 --> 00:03:27,040 Dutch of the century. 45 00:03:27,240 --> 00:03:30,040 It seemed completely logical to me, at the time. 46 00:03:30,280 --> 00:03:38,280 ... 47 00:04:22,880 --> 00:04:24,040 Give me that. 48 00:04:24,360 --> 00:04:26,360 Thanks, Klaas. - Here. 49 00:04:32,880 --> 00:04:35,400 -Thank you very much. For everything. 50 00:04:35,600 --> 00:04:37,160 -Okay, okay. 51 00:04:37,360 --> 00:04:39,720 It's just goodbye, okay? 52 00:04:40,320 --> 00:04:41,800 All right ? 53 00:04:42,960 --> 00:04:45,440 -I don't know yet. 54 00:04:46,160 --> 00:04:48,200 -We will say that we are progressing. 55 00:04:49,400 --> 00:04:51,360 Hi. - Hi. 56 00:05:06,520 --> 00:05:08,440 I want to be sure first. 57 00:05:12,840 --> 00:05:14,320 Engine roar 58 00:05:18,200 --> 00:05:19,640 Piano melody 59 00:05:22,640 --> 00:05:25,360 -Wait. I want to say hello to them. 60 00:05:25,960 --> 00:05:27,880 ... 61 00:05:28,080 --> 00:05:32,840 -Look who's here. The return of the beloved prodigal daughter. 62 00:05:34,080 --> 00:05:36,680 - How are you, dad? - Alright. 63 00:05:40,000 --> 00:05:41,080 She needs to lie down. 64 00:05:41,400 --> 00:05:43,680 -Wait a minute. I join you. 65 00:05:43,880 --> 00:05:46,520 ... 66 00:05:46,720 --> 00:05:48,960 No, continue. It's very beautiful. 67 00:05:49,600 --> 00:05:51,440 -What are you doing here? 68 00:05:51,640 --> 00:05:54,680 -Hello to you too, my darling little brother. 69 00:05:54,880 --> 00:05:57,920 - Did you argue with Han? - No. For what ? 70 00:05:58,960 --> 00:06:00,440 -I don't know. 71 00:06:01,280 --> 00:06:03,640 So you got back together with Klaas? 72 00:06:03,960 --> 00:06:06,080 -Mischa... It was 10 years ago. 73 00:06:06,400 --> 00:06:07,720 -Good. Alright. 74 00:06:08,240 --> 00:06:09,560 Han called. 75 00:06:09,880 --> 00:06:11,240 He was looking for you. 76 00:06:12,120 --> 00:06:14,040 He was a little stressed. 77 00:06:14,360 --> 00:06:16,000 -Okay. And what did you tell him? 78 00:06:16,320 --> 00:06:19,640 -Nothing. Just that you weren't there. 79 00:06:23,840 --> 00:06:25,440 But are you okay? 80 00:06:26,800 --> 00:06:28,200 You have a bad face. 81 00:06:29,440 --> 00:06:30,760 -THANKS. 82 00:06:31,360 --> 00:06:33,880 You, on the other hand, look good. 83 00:06:34,080 --> 00:06:36,840 -Dad and mom are protected by my status 84 00:06:37,040 --> 00:06:38,680 extraordinary musician. 85 00:06:39,680 --> 00:06:40,720 -I learned that. 86 00:06:40,920 --> 00:06:44,320 -They no longer consider to send me back to the institute. 87 00:06:48,800 --> 00:06:50,040 Are you sick? 88 00:06:50,960 --> 00:06:53,960 -No... No, it's something else. 89 00:06:54,160 --> 00:06:55,160 -It's what ? 90 00:07:04,000 --> 00:07:06,280 -I am pregnant. Well, maybe. 91 00:07:06,600 --> 00:07:09,320 -What ? The cow! 92 00:07:11,440 --> 00:07:13,320 But are you not well or what? 93 00:07:15,200 --> 00:07:17,080 How could you do that? 94 00:07:17,600 --> 00:07:19,160 -I didn't do it on purpose. 95 00:07:21,200 --> 00:07:22,720 -Aren't you going to keep it? 96 00:07:23,040 --> 00:07:26,960 -When I have decided, I promise, I'll let you know. OK? 97 00:07:27,280 --> 00:07:30,760 -I thought we shouldn't pass on our defective genes. 98 00:07:40,320 --> 00:07:42,240 -I love you, Mischa. 99 00:07:46,080 --> 00:07:48,040 -Don't do stupid things, okay? 100 00:07:52,080 --> 00:07:53,760 -Don't worry. 101 00:07:59,960 --> 00:08:01,840 I'm going to lie down a little. 102 00:08:07,120 --> 00:08:08,720 Soft melody on the piano 103 00:08:09,040 --> 00:08:17,040 ... 104 00:09:08,120 --> 00:09:09,560 "My God, 105 00:09:10,480 --> 00:09:12,280 “I went way too far. 106 00:09:15,320 --> 00:09:18,120 “And now I remember. 107 00:09:18,320 --> 00:09:20,160 “I have a body too. 108 00:09:22,040 --> 00:09:24,560 "I believed that only my heart and my soul 109 00:09:24,760 --> 00:09:26,720 "could bear this burden, 110 00:09:26,920 --> 00:09:30,520 "but now, my body screams, 'Stop.' 111 00:09:33,040 --> 00:09:35,840 "I feel so strange and powerless. 112 00:09:36,520 --> 00:09:39,440 "However, I try to keep calm. 113 00:09:44,760 --> 00:09:48,640 "Please, my God, give me more patience. 114 00:09:53,320 --> 00:09:57,320 "At the crucial moment, I’ll know what to do.” 115 00:09:57,520 --> 00:10:02,960 ... 116 00:10:03,280 --> 00:10:04,760 Toilet flapping 117 00:10:18,520 --> 00:10:21,760 Rumbling of the storm 118 00:10:21,960 --> 00:10:26,280 ... 119 00:10:28,480 --> 00:10:30,520 -It was a false alarm, I believe. 120 00:10:31,320 --> 00:10:32,840 I lost a little blood. 121 00:10:36,040 --> 00:10:40,000 -No, just small drops. Why? 122 00:11:06,520 --> 00:11:07,760 -How do you know that? 123 00:11:20,720 --> 00:11:21,720 Reports? 124 00:11:24,240 --> 00:11:25,600 -It would stick. 125 00:11:45,120 --> 00:11:46,960 -Later, okay? 126 00:13:42,240 --> 00:13:44,600 -I really don't know what to say. 127 00:14:02,800 --> 00:14:04,440 -Yes. I know. 128 00:14:06,600 --> 00:14:08,760 The Council distributes it. 129 00:14:15,720 --> 00:14:16,800 -No. 130 00:14:43,400 --> 00:14:44,800 It's useless. 131 00:14:54,640 --> 00:14:56,440 -It's going to be okay, mom. 132 00:14:57,680 --> 00:15:00,840 Mischa plays the piano. 133 00:15:04,040 --> 00:15:06,080 The piano melody stops. 134 00:16:46,800 --> 00:16:49,880 Pouring rain 135 00:16:50,080 --> 00:16:58,080 ... 136 00:17:04,880 --> 00:17:05,880 -Han? 137 00:17:06,200 --> 00:17:07,400 -Get up, we're leaving. 138 00:17:08,560 --> 00:17:09,560 -What ? 139 00:17:09,840 --> 00:17:11,400 NOW ? But where? 140 00:17:11,720 --> 00:17:13,920 - The car is outside. - Go, Etty. 141 00:17:17,360 --> 00:17:20,040 - Wait. Where... - We're going to Hilversum, to Klaas. 142 00:17:20,360 --> 00:17:22,960 -No. I told him that I won't go to his house. 143 00:17:23,160 --> 00:17:25,320 -Yes, but we no longer have a choice. 144 00:17:25,640 --> 00:17:28,080 -Han! Please, look at me. 145 00:17:29,040 --> 00:17:30,720 I don't want to. 146 00:17:31,760 --> 00:17:33,400 -I know, yes. 147 00:17:34,280 --> 00:17:36,000 I'm sorry, you have to come. 148 00:17:39,240 --> 00:17:40,240 -What ? 149 00:17:44,120 --> 00:17:46,200 -No... 150 00:17:49,040 --> 00:17:51,760 Let me go! Stop, Han! 151 00:17:57,480 --> 00:17:58,880 Come here! 152 00:17:59,200 --> 00:18:01,520 -Hans, come help me! 153 00:18:01,840 --> 00:18:03,880 -Etty! 154 00:18:05,760 --> 00:18:07,040 Etty! 155 00:18:13,440 --> 00:18:16,800 -Wait a bit! I have to go to the bathroom. 156 00:18:20,680 --> 00:18:22,040 (-Sorry.) 157 00:18:36,000 --> 00:18:37,360 She locks the door. 158 00:18:43,280 --> 00:18:44,840 Intriguing music 159 00:18:45,160 --> 00:18:53,160 ... 160 00:19:55,160 --> 00:19:57,400 Pouring rain 161 00:19:57,600 --> 00:20:05,600 ... 162 00:20:31,400 --> 00:20:32,400 -Permit, 163 00:20:32,720 --> 00:20:34,120 please. 164 00:20:43,440 --> 00:20:44,880 -She's my wife. 165 00:20:45,200 --> 00:20:47,480 She is pregnant. - His papers. 166 00:20:47,680 --> 00:20:49,080 -She feels bad. 167 00:20:49,400 --> 00:20:50,560 -His papers. 168 00:20:52,040 --> 00:20:53,040 -Here, 169 00:20:53,360 --> 00:20:54,840 here are his papers. 170 00:21:01,440 --> 00:21:04,200 - She has to come down. - Please. 171 00:21:04,520 --> 00:21:08,600 -She cannot leave Amsterdam. You have to wait for his summons. 172 00:21:08,920 --> 00:21:12,000 -I have authorization of the Jewish Council for her. 173 00:21:18,960 --> 00:21:20,080 Heavy music 174 00:21:20,400 --> 00:21:28,400 ... 175 00:21:49,600 --> 00:21:52,640 -I hope you are aware your luck. 176 00:21:53,200 --> 00:21:55,080 Come on, move around. 177 00:21:57,840 --> 00:22:05,840 ... 178 00:22:29,400 --> 00:22:32,000 - Are you taking his suitcases? - Yes. 179 00:22:32,960 --> 00:22:40,960 ... 180 00:22:51,720 --> 00:22:52,720 -Hi. 181 00:22:53,040 --> 00:22:54,200 -Hi. 182 00:22:55,680 --> 00:22:59,760 ... 183 00:22:59,960 --> 00:23:01,120 -Hi. 184 00:23:02,560 --> 00:23:04,080 -Hi, Etty. 185 00:23:05,160 --> 00:23:07,640 Han called me. He already knew everything. 186 00:23:07,840 --> 00:23:10,080 -Yes. I'm aware. 187 00:23:10,280 --> 00:23:12,440 - I had no choice. - I know. 188 00:23:12,640 --> 00:23:14,400 -You'd better go home. 189 00:23:14,720 --> 00:23:17,560 It's dangerous to be outside at this time. 190 00:23:18,840 --> 00:23:19,840 Heavy music 191 00:23:20,160 --> 00:23:28,160 ... 192 00:23:51,880 --> 00:23:55,000 - Good night, Etty. - You too, Hans. Thanks for everything. 193 00:23:55,200 --> 00:23:56,440 -It was nothing. 194 00:24:05,960 --> 00:24:07,800 -You know the house, right? 195 00:24:10,320 --> 00:24:12,640 The doctor will come and examine you tomorrow 196 00:24:12,840 --> 00:24:14,600 to see if everything is in order. 197 00:24:16,960 --> 00:24:18,960 He's a neighbor, apparently. 198 00:24:21,200 --> 00:24:22,520 Hold. 199 00:24:24,440 --> 00:24:26,360 Do you want to eat something? 200 00:24:30,800 --> 00:24:33,080 If you want, I can stay with you. 201 00:24:38,280 --> 00:24:42,480 I'm going to close the door up there lock, but I'm going nowhere. 202 00:24:42,680 --> 00:24:45,560 I stay. So if you need... 203 00:24:48,280 --> 00:24:50,680 Okay, there you go. So I... 204 00:24:51,000 --> 00:24:53,480 I'll come back to see you tomorrow morning. 205 00:24:56,000 --> 00:24:59,600 I beg your pardon, Etty. I had no choice. 206 00:24:59,800 --> 00:25:01,640 Now you must hate me, 207 00:25:01,960 --> 00:25:05,520 but a woman in your condition... - Han... 208 00:25:06,680 --> 00:25:09,280 I'm far from hating you. 209 00:25:09,480 --> 00:25:10,840 I love you. 210 00:25:14,160 --> 00:25:16,640 You are the nicest man that I know. 211 00:25:18,240 --> 00:25:19,600 -All right. 212 00:25:28,560 --> 00:25:30,240 We'll talk tomorrow. 213 00:25:30,920 --> 00:25:32,080 -Yes. 214 00:25:42,120 --> 00:25:43,920 The door closes. 215 00:25:45,960 --> 00:25:53,960 ... 216 00:26:14,840 --> 00:26:16,200 “My God... 217 00:26:17,080 --> 00:26:19,240 “I’m so peaceful. 218 00:26:19,800 --> 00:26:23,240 "I'm no longer afraid, I don't know why. 219 00:26:24,760 --> 00:26:28,320 "I think I'm standing on the battlements from the Palace of History 220 00:26:28,640 --> 00:26:31,880 "and to look at vast expanses. 221 00:26:34,800 --> 00:26:37,720 "I am aware of everything that happens 222 00:26:37,920 --> 00:26:39,960 "and I keep a cool head. 223 00:26:41,040 --> 00:26:44,960 "My feelings for life are so big, so strong, 224 00:26:45,160 --> 00:26:47,160 "so peaceful... 225 00:26:47,360 --> 00:26:49,720 "They fill me with such gratitude 226 00:26:49,920 --> 00:26:53,520 "that I will abstain to express them in words. 227 00:26:54,760 --> 00:26:57,120 “Another day, perhaps. 228 00:26:59,120 --> 00:27:01,240 "But... I don't want to become 229 00:27:01,440 --> 00:27:03,840 "the writer the most famous of the century. 230 00:27:04,960 --> 00:27:08,040 "I just want to find a few right words 231 00:27:08,240 --> 00:27:10,880 "to express feelings who live in me 232 00:27:11,080 --> 00:27:13,280 "by and for myself. 233 00:27:13,600 --> 00:27:15,680 Soft music 234 00:27:15,880 --> 00:27:18,760 "To begin with, I want to be on the front line, 235 00:27:18,960 --> 00:27:21,200 “alongside those who suffer.” 236 00:27:21,400 --> 00:27:25,920 ... 237 00:27:30,360 --> 00:27:33,200 "Women and girls told me: 238 00:27:34,360 --> 00:27:36,360 "'We don't want to think 239 00:27:36,680 --> 00:27:38,920 "nor have feelings. 240 00:27:39,240 --> 00:27:41,440 “Otherwise we would go crazy. 241 00:27:46,800 --> 00:27:48,400 "So, my God, 242 00:27:50,800 --> 00:27:54,840 "make me the thinking heart of the whole camp." 243 00:27:58,600 --> 00:28:06,600 ... 244 00:28:18,880 --> 00:28:26,880 ... 245 00:28:30,800 --> 00:28:33,760 Painful breathing 246 00:28:33,960 --> 00:28:41,960 ... 247 00:28:53,280 --> 00:28:55,320 She gasps. 248 00:28:55,520 --> 00:29:02,440 ... 249 00:29:02,760 --> 00:29:06,520 Whirling wind 250 00:29:06,840 --> 00:29:14,840 ... 251 00:29:26,280 --> 00:29:27,960 Moans of pain 252 00:29:28,160 --> 00:29:36,160 ... 253 00:30:22,760 --> 00:30:24,720 Sobbing 254 00:30:24,920 --> 00:30:32,920 ... 255 00:30:35,480 --> 00:30:37,920 Flow flow and groans of pain. 256 00:30:38,240 --> 00:30:46,240 ... 257 00:30:53,360 --> 00:30:56,720 She gasps. 258 00:30:56,920 --> 00:31:04,920 ... 259 00:31:11,640 --> 00:31:13,840 Downpours and wind 260 00:31:14,040 --> 00:31:16,520 ... 261 00:31:23,040 --> 00:31:24,920 He unlocks the door. 262 00:31:31,120 --> 00:31:32,240 He locks the door. 263 00:31:41,240 --> 00:31:43,400 I'm sorry for the mess. 264 00:31:45,040 --> 00:31:46,640 You had to come back 265 00:31:46,960 --> 00:31:48,400 until tomorrow morning. 266 00:31:53,080 --> 00:31:54,240 I... 267 00:31:55,320 --> 00:31:57,280 I would like to shower. 268 00:31:57,480 --> 00:31:59,360 Would you like to turn on the water? 269 00:32:01,200 --> 00:32:02,440 -Yes. 270 00:32:08,320 --> 00:32:10,800 Water flow. 271 00:32:11,000 --> 00:32:19,000 ... 272 00:33:09,200 --> 00:33:10,600 He sobs. 273 00:33:10,920 --> 00:33:18,920 ... 274 00:33:19,440 --> 00:33:23,000 She turns off the water. 275 00:33:24,240 --> 00:33:25,840 He sobs. 276 00:33:26,160 --> 00:33:34,160 ... 277 00:33:43,160 --> 00:33:46,880 Door closing. 278 00:33:51,240 --> 00:33:56,760 Engine roar 279 00:33:56,960 --> 00:33:59,680 The vehicle moves away. 280 00:34:00,000 --> 00:34:08,000 ... 281 00:35:50,520 --> 00:35:52,720 Sad music 282 00:35:52,920 --> 00:36:00,920 ... 283 00:36:54,640 --> 00:37:02,640 ... 284 00:37:09,920 --> 00:37:12,360 Aircraft reactors 285 00:37:12,560 --> 00:37:19,760 ... 286 00:37:20,080 --> 00:37:28,080 ... 287 00:38:15,640 --> 00:38:23,640 ... 288 00:38:35,920 --> 00:38:38,280 ♪ Dutch song 289 00:38:38,480 --> 00:38:46,480 ... 290 00:39:53,160 --> 00:40:01,160 ... 291 00:40:20,840 --> 00:40:22,080 Sad music 292 00:40:22,400 --> 00:40:30,400 ... 293 00:41:14,880 --> 00:41:18,400 Sick cough 294 00:41:18,600 --> 00:41:24,520 ... 295 00:41:27,520 --> 00:41:35,520 ... 296 00:42:36,000 --> 00:42:38,440 hubbub of the crowd 297 00:42:38,640 --> 00:42:40,880 Emphatic music 298 00:42:41,200 --> 00:42:49,200 ... 299 00:42:53,800 --> 00:42:55,640 -Hello. Where do you want to go? 300 00:42:56,360 --> 00:42:58,600 -To Westerbork, please. 301 00:43:00,160 --> 00:43:03,560 -Uh... Can I see your papers, please? 302 00:43:14,480 --> 00:43:15,480 Yes. 303 00:43:16,720 --> 00:43:19,560 GOOD. Everything seems in order. 304 00:43:21,200 --> 00:43:22,880 -How much do I owe you? 305 00:43:23,200 --> 00:43:24,640 -Oh, it's free. 306 00:43:24,840 --> 00:43:27,600 ... 307 00:43:27,920 --> 00:43:29,480 Happy holidays. 308 00:43:29,720 --> 00:43:36,120 ... 309 00:43:36,320 --> 00:43:38,440 hubbub of the crowd 310 00:43:38,640 --> 00:43:46,640 ... ... 311 00:43:58,000 --> 00:44:00,760 -Move forward, move forward. Don't stop. 312 00:44:01,480 --> 00:44:06,080 Disturbing music 313 00:44:06,400 --> 00:44:14,400 ... 314 00:44:32,720 --> 00:44:36,360 ♪ -The train to Westerbork 315 00:44:36,560 --> 00:44:40,680 will leave in a few minutes of track 11B. 316 00:44:43,840 --> 00:44:46,160 The train to Westerbork... 317 00:44:46,480 --> 00:44:54,480 ... 318 00:45:10,600 --> 00:45:18,600 ... 319 00:45:30,440 --> 00:45:33,040 -"I always come back to Rilke. 320 00:45:34,760 --> 00:45:38,200 "He would have been destroyed by our living conditions. 321 00:45:41,680 --> 00:45:44,360 "However, there is a certain logic. 322 00:45:47,400 --> 00:45:49,480 "Sensitive artists write 323 00:45:49,680 --> 00:45:53,000 "their greatest works in such peace and calm 324 00:45:55,280 --> 00:45:57,800 "so that those who live difficult times 325 00:45:58,000 --> 00:46:01,000 "find answers there and some comfort. 326 00:46:03,520 --> 00:46:08,280 "Alas, in these dark hours, we have tendency to disdain these works 327 00:46:08,480 --> 00:46:10,040 "and to say to yourself: 328 00:46:11,200 --> 00:46:13,920 "How can they be useful? today?' 329 00:46:16,880 --> 00:46:18,960 “We can understand that. 330 00:46:19,280 --> 00:46:23,920 "But it's showing off narrow-minded and narrow-minded. 331 00:46:25,720 --> 00:46:28,920 "We would like to be a balm on all wounds." 332 00:46:30,440 --> 00:46:33,080 Sad music 333 00:46:33,280 --> 00:46:41,280 ... 334 00:48:32,600 --> 00:48:35,600 SME subtitling: VECTRACOM